Beliefs Of The Boy Wonder

and he loved her for it

Mon, 06 May 2013 01:20:00 -0400

Then it happened; he stopped struggling beneath the weight of it all and the flood gates opened, and the true weight of reality poured in him. He cried, he cried like he only cried when the floods came, and she took him into her arms and she kept them there. She stroked his hair and said nothing and let him sob. He fell asleep in her chest and he loved her for it.

Audio

Fri, 03 May 2013 00:41:46 -0400

New York, New York City will not take my soul. (Repeat x100 daily until fortified)

Wed, 01 May 2013 01:18:45 -0400

New York, New York City will not take my soul.

(Repeat x100 daily until fortified)

"You survived by seizing every tiny drop of love you could find anywhere, and milking it, relishing..."

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 01:09:04 -0400

““You survived by seizing every tiny drop of love you could find anywhere, and milking it, relishing it, for all it was worth. And as you grew up, you sought love, anywhere you could find it, whether it was a teacher or a coach or a friend or a friend’s parents. You sought those tiny droplets of love, basking in them when you found them. They sustained you. For all these years, you’ve lived under the illusion that somehow, you made it because you were tough enough to overpower the abuse, the hatred, the hard knocks of life. But really you made it because love is so powerful that tiny little doses of it are enough to overcome the pain of the worst things life can dish out. Toughness was a faulty coping mechanism you devised to get by. But, in reality, it has been your ability to never give up, to keep seeking love, and your resourcefulness to make that love last long enough to sustain you. That is what has gotten you by.””

- Rachel Reiland, Get Me Out of Here: My Recovery from Borderline Personality Disorder

While we are waiting for the messiah, while we are waiting for Mahavir…your eyes will suffice...

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 00:22:13 -0400

While we are waiting for the messiah, while we are waiting for Mahavir…your eyes will suffice to give tired men hope.

-New York, I Love You

Therapist: What comes to you most naturally?Me: Messing up everything. And sex.

Mon, 15 Apr 2013 20:59:36 -0400

Therapist: What comes to you most naturally?
Me: Messing up everything. And sex.

Are You a Fighter? - The New Normal - YouTube

Wed, 03 Apr 2013 18:03:01 -0400

Are You a Fighter? - The New Normal - YouTube:

Some events hit you over the head hard enough to wake you up, to illuminate the dark.

Rives-Kite

Mon, 01 Apr 2013 19:57:11 -0400

Rives-Kite

What if Money Was No Object - Alan Watts [HD] (Legendado pt-BR) - YouTube

Mon, 25 Mar 2013 15:24:08 -0400

What if Money Was No Object - Alan Watts [HD] (Legendado pt-BR) - YouTube

Dancing In The Dark - YouTube

Thu, 21 Mar 2013 16:57:56 -0400

Dancing In The Dark - YouTube:

withfingertipsblue:

By far my favorite cover of what is quickly becoming my favorite song.

“I’m Doug and I’m an alcoholic. One of the things I do for a living, is count. I count...

Thu, 14 Mar 2013 05:36:39 -0400

“I’m Doug and I’m an alcoholic. One of the things I do for a living, is count. I count votes: yays, nays, neutrals, abstaining; I’m good at it. But the most important count I do has nothing to do with work. It’s the number of days since April 4th, 1999; as of this morning that’s 5185. The bigger that number gets, the more it frightens me, because I know all takes is one drink to go back to zero. Most people see fear as a weakness. It can be. Sometimes for my job, I have to put fear in other people. But I know that’s not right. But if I’m honest, like the fourth step asks us to be, I have to be ruthless, because failure is not an option. The same goes for my sobriety. I have to be ruthless with myself. I have to use my fear. It makes me stronger. Like everyone in this room, I can’t control who I am. But I can control the zero. Fuck the zero.”

—Doug Stamper (Michael Kelly), House of Cards

I have concluded, from several instances of self observation, that I am greedy in terms of sharing...

Sun, 03 Mar 2013 02:49:18 -0500

I have concluded, from several instances of self observation, that I am greedy in terms of sharing my friends with others; and when forced to do so, my emotional responses are often highly irrational. Paradoxically, I am also aware of how detrimental this can be to both my current and future relationships, yet I have no desire to adjust my reactions.

Translation: I am a self proclaimed crazy person.

before

Mon, 25 Feb 2013 23:27:36 -0500

before

I've started a new blog to broadcast short stories of mine; please read, follow, and provide feedback.

Mon, 10 Dec 2012 22:56:00 -0500

I've started a new blog to broadcast short stories of mine; please read, follow, and provide feedback.

"A romantic fascination of the fragility of women, have I."

Mon, 03 Dec 2012 00:46:08 -0500

“A romantic fascination of the fragility of women, have I.”

- Said a fellow to a lampshade one night around 11:45.

And she, wrapped in a comfortable blanket of regretted moments, wandered out into the world like a...

Fri, 30 Nov 2012 13:02:32 -0500

And she,
wrapped in a comfortable blanket
of regretted moments,
wandered out
into the world
like a blind man
with lantern held high,
questioning why
she lacked true faith.

Next year at this time I plan to be living on the isle of...

Thu, 22 Nov 2012 02:16:17 -0500

Next year at this time I plan to be living on the isle of Manhattan. Only seven and a half months to go.

aprilmayckeever: Changing Education Paradigms

Thu, 02 Aug 2012 19:25:31 -0400

aprilmayckeever:

Changing Education Paradigms

"There comes a time when you’re given two paths, one right and true and the other easy and..."

Fri, 27 Jul 2012 02:55:33 -0400

“There comes a time when you’re given two paths, one right and true and the other easy and regretful. In that time you want take a look at that right path and tell it to go fuck itself.”

- Me (

"As of lately I have no desire to be around Christians. It isn’t their God I fear but his..."

Wed, 25 Jul 2012 00:48:26 -0400

“As of lately I have no desire to be around Christians. It isn’t their God I fear but his followers who are nothing like him.”

- Me (the atypical)